Joyful, raw, revolutionary: Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo tells the story of queer FilipinX who, in the 1990s, came together for the first time in NYC against a racist, lesbophobic backdrop to create a safe and loving community.

About the film

This archival documentary traces the history of Kilawin Kolektibo, a pioneering collective of FilipinX who came together in NYC in the mid-nineties. Having experienced marginalization in Filipino culture because of their queerness and in mainstream gay culture because of their race, language, and gender, the members of the group sought political empowerment and increased visibility.

Above all, they sought to create a space of friendship and safety for those who found themselves suspended between cultures and identities. Kilawin Kolektibo allowed them to transform their experience of oppression into one of joy and growth. Kilawin made lasting connections with similar groups in the global Filipinx diaspora, most significantly, with Babaylan, a queer Filipinx group based in Toronto.

Culling from a treasure trove of over a quarter-century’s worth of historic documentation, including footage, photographs, interviews, and ephemera, the film tells the inspiring story of members as they found each other, fell in love, and became each other’s lifeblood amidst a society that rejected them. From marching, partying, and protesting, to its oftentimes incestuous sexual politics, the film serves as an exhilarating memorial to the rebellion and nostalgia of the nineties.

CREDITS

Directed, Written, Edited by

Barbara Malaran & Desireena Almoradie

Produced by

Desireena Almoradie

Music by

Barbara Malaran, Lani Montreal, Geoff Wilkinson

Featuring

Kilawin Kolektibo & Babaylan: Toronto

SCREENINGS

stay tuned for our blog

STAY TUNED FOR OUR BLOG TO CATCH UP ON DISTRIBUTION NEWS, Q&A HIGHLIGHTS & UPCOMING COMMUNITY SCREENINGS.

PRAISE FOR THE FILM

A really stunning film. The filmmaking style is extraordinary. I deeply appreciate the ways in which it showed the kind of collective power that was built by the group. Exhilarating, funny and sexy.

- Cheryl Furjanic, Emmy-nominated filmmaker “Back on Board: Greg Louganis”

I loved this fascinating and inspiring film about a group of queer FilipinX who came together in NYC in the 90’s- to give each other everything the world wouldn’t. A must-see during these dark times – it will give you necessary sustenance!

- Madeleine Olnek, Filmmaker “Wild Nights with Emily”

A landmark archival documentary that captures the radical tenderness and political urgency of a queer Filipinx collective that dared to exist – loudly and unapologetically – in 1990s New York City.

- Pradeep Mahadeshwar, Programmer, Queer Spectrum, Dublin

A raw and lyrical tribute to friendship, political awakening, and cultural resistance. From the messiness of internal tensions to the beauty of collective healing, ‘Because of You’ doesn’t shy away from complexity. It honors a legacy shaped by joy, grief, sex, activism, and cultural pride — a legacy that continues to resonate, urgently, today.

- Jenny Miller, Co-Artistic Director, UnionDocs

We’re enthusiastic about this look into queer community filmmaking and the power of the film collective as a social and artmaking formation. A huge thanks to your team for shepherding this film into the world.

- Delaney Holton, Programmer, CAAMFest

Between zany pick-up lines and cheeky call-outs, this documentary is quite the charmer—full of sweet talking chismis and hugot from the heart! Through a series of iconic archival footage and modern-day accounts laden with massage-train interviews and camp singalongs—community members trace the heartfelt intricacies of their political affiliations and attractions, flirting between the crossfires of memory and possibility: Who were we to each other? Where are we now? Filmmakers and former members, Barbara Malaran and Desireena Almoradie reunite to both preserve and transform their shared history altogether.

– Che’Li, San Diego Asian Film Festival

TAKE ACTION